I guess first of all I need to rewind several months ago to June 17 th. That was the day that I found out that our prayers had finally been answered.
I don't think that I will ever forget it. That was also the day that my Nanny was to start her chemo as well. I remember waking up that morning with an odd feeling that something was different. Kinda of like you know something is about to change. Anyhow that weekend I had some dizzy spells and I tried to dismiss them, but something in the back of my mind said you have felt this before. So needless to say when I awoke on Monday and was getting ready, I remembered that I had a pregnancy test from before. I did the test and laid it on the counter only to come back within 5 Min's to see two pink lines. I could not believe my eyes. I thought honestly that I was looking at it wrong. We had waited so long.. So on the way to my Nanny's house I went and got another test. As soon as I arrived at her house I did it again and the same answer looked back at me. PREGNANT.. I got one of the idiot proof kind. I called Jason and told him he was finally going to be a daddy again. We could not believe it.., but we were excited.
It had been not a long road, but a road indeed for us to get to this point again. Eighteen months prior we had lost our son due to anenchephaly. I was 4 1/2 months pregnant when we found out and were devastated. Afterwards it was difficult for me to get pregnant again, but I finally decided to go to the Dr. and she gave me a round of clomid fertility medicine I followed her instructions and it worked, but I believe that it was not without God having his hands at the wheel of the situation.
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
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I remember you were dizzy while helping me paint, I didn't even think that you would be preggers. I can't wait until she is here. She is going to get alot of love from Aunt Jenni.
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