Dr appt Monday Feb 19th

I went to the Dr. on Monday Feb 19th for my weekly appt. I was still not feeling well from the ordeal on Friday. I saw Dr. Cauthen and told her how I was feeling and she did her exam. For the last month I had been dilated 1cm since being put on bed rest on January 12th. When she examined me she found that I was almost 2.5cm. I told her I was miserable and in such discomfort, so from that she decided to induce me because I was 38wks. She called to the hospital and told me that they would be inducing labor on Wed. I didn't know if I should be relieved or scared. The decision had been made and now I had the relief of knowing that I would not be out somewhere and have my water break or go into labor. The only draw back is that it was decided when I would deliver and when Ansley's birthday would be. Instead of letting it just happen. I guess on the other hand that is the way God had decided so I let it be.